Hello- welcome to 2025 lol. I don't know about you but what a year!
This blog is more on a update, into what I have been up to for the year-
I have been extra quiet on socials etc, because I had been working incredibly hard on other aspects of my life. I spent most of my year on the computer, staring at charts- going through the peaks and troughs of the markets. When not doing that I had my face planted in between a book or I was off with the fairies meditating.
For anyone who has learnt or tried to learn to day trade (not gamble and just buy what someone told you to but actual technical analysis lol) you would get the picture.
That I guess was the easier part for me- the hard part was the sleeping & with the inability to do so made all other areas more difficult than they needed to be.🧿
As those who know me are aware I've been trading New York hours & switched to Futures from Forex at the start of the year. Loving the fact the data is honest but... Trading Nasdaq meant I was starting to trade at midnight here - the brain power I require for that & willpower to be paitent was not really available for me come midnight.
I can go out and work as Armarni because well I'm not needing to do brain surgery or think much at all really- I could do my job blindfolded (literally 😂). But trading needed focus.
So all year I guess I've been playing the sleep during the day game- trying to structure having my exercise, beauty appointments,errands etc in a country where nothing opens at night regardless of whatever I did come midnight I was looking forward to bed. Plus juggling dates & not really feeling like I could schedule or prebook anything at all.
Everyday I'd simply tell myself soon enough I'll stop being stupid and be in another time zone- a time zone where I can trade at reasonable hours. But I'd wake up still here in AEST after 2 hours sleep and try going back most days I was lucky to get 4 hours unless I was naughty and slept at night ruining everything!
But I have finally come to the conclusion that I need sleep. I am a human unfortunately. I don't know why it took me so long to just find something that works with me not try to do what others are doing but anyway long story short I am trading during the day from now on & changed a bit of my focuses. Finally some logic lol. Because without sleep I may aswell just be walking into a wall everyday and there is no better time to start to do it differently. Knowing this and finally feeling back to my happy, positive self it's changed how I am seeing and evaluating my schedule.
I always loved having a organized schedule & pre-bookings we're always preferred but last year I was different. I am glad I'm back at the stage where I am taking pre-bookings again & have my schedule organized..
But what excites me the most is to be able to offer my long term "friends" more of my time again- because it was becoming too difficult to do afternoon sessions, dinner dates & things during the week -it wasn't practical to have arrangements anymore. Not for that moment anyway. But things have changed and thankfully I'm excited to be able to do the bookings I prefer again because I am definitely more inclined to the full escort experience.
While I'm not sure what the last half of the year will hold for me thus yet - I know this first half I will be able to have more connection again & I will still be in Brisbane.
I have a separate blog here that goes into my VIP connections further which is for those I'm already acquainted.
But my year so far looks like it's going to be with good sleep. I have actually surprised myself though if I am honest- I know most people probably thought I had given up as I stopped talking about it - but no. I actually got more serious about it. This isn't a short term thing or a short term shift and I guess that's why some people tap out. Wanting a get rich quick scheme that's the way you boom & bust.
Going into this I knew it was very likely going to take 2-5 years to get results. That it was going to be hard. I do believe I made many parts harder on myself than need be- especially with my lack of sleep & how that affected my emotions, other areas of my life and how that all pushed deep into my trading & ability to learn. But I wanted to trade the same commodity & hours that the mentor I was learning was using. Now I feel more comfortable I can see it's interchangeable (as long as you aren't too greedy & realistic - piece of the pie you don't need the whole thing 🥧)
But I know myself well- I cannot have a ceiling & all other industries have a ceiling- this doesn't & it allows you to do other creative endeavors aswell. I get bored too quickly otherwise and I always need to be able to learn something different- you learn something everyday and not only about the market but yourself. Plus I love to be home & I am not a team work environment person lol 😆 I love my own company. So literally is the dream occupation for me.
The past year I have read a heap of books, I myself have been writing books too. And journalling - I journal alot. Meditating doing a heap of yoga and just been getting stranger and stranger lol but that's what is liked about me the most - مجنونة 😂.. ( for those who don't read majnoonah or crazy woman in Arabic lol). I have always been an introvert but I don't think I've ever gone as ghost mode but I do appreciate all my clients who understood the need to have a last minute schedule as weird as that was for me I guess it was what I needed at that time... But thank goodness that is done.
Really looking forward to this year feel like all is coming together well & it won't be long until things are all where I want them.
In this naughty part of my life -
Pre-booking is king this year - & vip connections will be the focal point for me as soon enough I will be ceasing too meet new people & advertise. 🧿
Hope your year is starting great thanks for reading xx
Armarni Bulkani
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